I did it again 🤦🏽♀️
So here I am again, writing in this blog I started almost 2 years ago... I'm still binging myself and eventhough vomits stop, I still purging with intense sport, fasts and deficits. I'm writing right now because I've got this feeling again to wanna go to the toilet and vomit. I ate a lot yesterday but I spoke with myself and promised me not doing it again. However, this morning I woke up anxious, stressed and the first I put in my mouth was a piece of homemade pastry (2 or 3 slices), then more food and more... I wish I could come back and stop at time, don't start eating like that. Start the week in a healthy mood, but I couldn't. I have been spending horrible days since I broke up with my boyfriend. It was my decision, I feel bad, like in a emotional roller coaster. One day I think something, the other day I think another. I'm totally bipolar, I feel that I'm not able to make any decision, and each one I make it's wrong and hurts somebody (in this case...