A random person diary

Here I am another time... Since the last update I've done it again. I've eaten processed food without control. This may to stop, I have to stop and take the control of my live and my feed and food. I'm not like this and I don't want to be this person any more. I realized the reason of this behavior, I wrote it in the last blog; so I have to control myself and THINK, stop and think. I feel very bad before and after this compulsions, so I just to stop. I need new routines and habits that help me to connect with myself again; I need to start now and be constant. I hope this gonna be happen and this gona make real and true. This new me starts tomorrow morning (now it's 10 pm and I've already failed). Just stop and think.

So here we are again in September, the summer has past and also the trip I did with my boyfriend, my sister and some Vicent's people. I explain step by step... EXAMS When I finished my last job in the high school I did the public work exam, and I passed the first test (it was a big surprise to me because I wasn't prepared enough), so I studied for the second prove during 5 or 6 days. The last weekend before the second test was horrible in every sense. My mood was horrible and I was like a monster with every body. I was lucky the exam was the first day of the beginning of the proves. I passed the second part but I didn't get the "job". All of these horrible situations persisted the entire month of July. I mean, I started my holidays about july 25th (more or less) and at the same time I had to prepare the staffs for the USA trip. USA TRIP I took the plane on July 30th at 12:15 pm aprox. My expectations were reducing as this day was coming. In summary I tell yo...